*verdad

I wish to have never met you
…to have never felt
your sweet embrace
…to have never tasted
your kiss’ brew
…to have never seen your smile,
it stays
…to have never held
your hand too
…to have never fallen
into your eyes’ gaze

I wish to have never spent
those times with you
…to have never shared
romantic conversations
…to have never gone
to our rendezvous
…to have never glanced
at happiness’ deceptions

I wish to have never heard
those three words
…to have never said
I love you too

I wish time turns
and shift the course of fate
For now I know
it cannot be
If your heart
is still not free

So understand
if I wish for these things
‘Cause your past’s lament
is all I see
And every time you say
his name it stings
I can do nothing
he’s immortal in your memory

I wish I was able to have been
the one in your heart
…to have felt
your love completely
…to have been the one,
from your mind to never part
…to have been the one
you speak of so frequently
…to have been the one
you loved from the start
…to have been the one
simply…

I wish to have never heard
those three words
…to have never said
I love you too
…to have never believed
it’s true

I wish these wishes
would come true
So that to him I’d be able
To give you back
And no longer
will you be blue
I’d still be here
As a friend, in fact
Still loving you…

If that falling star
answers my wish,
with him you’ll be happy
beyond forever,
only then will my heart
be at peace
And for anything again
I would wish, never.

Z|E|R|E|P|O|R|T|H|E|J™
09.21.09